- Sep 29, 2014
- The Land of Oz
Hey folks, still stuck in the hospital. I don't fit in here at all as it is a private 'retreat' style hospital. The patients are all fairly stable and chatter away amongst themselves. They found out my diagnonsense and want nothing to do with me. I sit in my room alone most of the time. I tell you the most interesting book in their library is To Kill A Mockingbird (unless you like Mills & Boon) and so far I've read it cover to cover 3 times! It is so intensely boring. Therapy consists of lectures delivered via powerpoint on antidepressants and how to heal yourself through the power of positive thought. I wish! Yes there are those having TMS and ECT but you never seen them they are whisked away and brought back some hours later. I've been taken off antipsychotics and prescribed just Rexulti (anyone know anything about it?). I don't sleep, I don't eat and my room is a messy cave. I just want to go home to my wife, the dog and the cat.