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I want to dissapears - I don't know how to improve

InfinitumDaydreams

InfinitumDaydreams

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I fail, everything is wrong.

I don't feel hapiness and sadness, i don't feel anything, i just not have enough energy to do the basic.

Take a shower , or brush a teeth, anything.



I don't want to talk with people, my energy disappear so fast and i want to go home, for my bed, for my computer. My dad was saying to me to go in my friends house, or talk to anybody, but a i don't have energy for this, and when i have and tryed this things my energy is running out and i feel worse. I have a girlfriend and I don't want to talk to her either.

How i fix this?





I'm going to a psychiatrist, and being sertraline two weeks ago.





English is not my major language, sry for this.
 
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frogsplash

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you'll be ok once you give the meds some time to work,
they will tackle your depression so until then try not to think too much about stuff as all you are doing is thinking with a broken depressed mind so you are not going to have many (or any) positive thoughts

keep in touch with doctor/services if you find you are particularly struggling ok (and certainly talk to family and friends, even if you dont feel like it ok)
 
InfinitumDaydreams

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frogsplash, thanks for the reply.

I will wait my meds start to work;
About think, or overthink, sometimes i don't think in anything but my energy is too low, sometimes too low to think, and i stay immobile looking for nothing with my mind exhausted to think.

"and certainly talk to family and friends, even if you don't feel like it ok"
I don't know why, but it's difficult to me, if I trie talk, I feel very bad, my head starts to hurt, and I feel like isolating myself.
 
soulsearcher

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sorry to hear youre feeling like this,
i hope things get better for you,
stick to the meds and speak to your doctor too
 
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Depression does this. What your experiencing is perfectly natural. Very similar to what I’ve been experiencing for 5 years, in fact I’ve got it worse.

The drugs will work or they won’t, they didn’t work for me.

Personally, I would just keep the basics going, sort of learn to live within the confines of depression. Sort of just cope.

Sorry, no miracle cure.
 
InfinitumDaydreams

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Yesterday i was with my girlfriend at the park, and from nowhere i stopped, just started a cry, after that i become a zumbi, no talk, no response, no think, just dead.
She trying help me, but nothing changed.

Noises, car, people talking, this turned a pain in to my head, and my energy dissapear.
I crawled almost falling with her help for a bus, and went home with her to lie down and be quiet until a possible improvement.

That's so painful, i just want this stopped. Therapy, maybe?
if I'm still with that for along time, I'll eventually try to kill myself, and I do not want it.
 
InfinitumDaydreams

InfinitumDaydreams

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Depression does this. What your experiencing is perfectly natural. Very similar to what I’ve been experiencing for 5 years, in fact I’ve got it worse.

The drugs will work or they won’t, they didn’t work for me.

Personally, I would just keep the basics going, sort of learn to live within the confines of depression. Sort of just cope.

Sorry, no miracle cure.
How do you deal with the worst moment?


Thanks for the reply..
That's sad but i will hope for your improvement.
 
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