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i truly hate my life more than anything else

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Survivor64

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Ive been the cuba and people have to work hard there. I feel lazy. Alot of people have come out of poverty. I wish everyone could be free tomorrow. I feel bad because ive sinned so i know i deserve it
don't feel bad
i'm surviving the worst of hells for the possibility that i might survive long enough to escape
IF i survive which i don't care, i'm ready to do my worst since i don't have nothing to lose
 
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goodgollymiss

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Thanks for making me feel better. You seem to have built elegance with what you have been through. Like the Cristina Aguilera "fighter" song
 
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i'm at the edge of doing the absolute worst Genocide in Human History with every criminal inhuman scumbag monstrosity there is

and abandoning the progress to escape this hell, i'm surviving this hell for decades with those monsters

i can't tell if i'm gonna make it
 
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as i keep surviving through this hell with my Hardest Drive that i have

Events,celebration and time don't mean shit to me

all that matters to me is surviving soo i can escape it, In case i escape it
 
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goodgollymiss

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Could you try to find a prayer to get rid of their demons. There could be some online
 
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Its kind of you to think of me during your pain. Alot of elderly people would smile through the pain when they talked to me out of niceness
 
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Its kind of you to think of me during your pain. Alot of elderly people would smile through the pain when they talked to me out of niceness
being honest with you, I don't
i just keep surviving and surviving while using what's left from my sanity to post

i'm all by myself in this hell
 
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Ive heard that some hells are beautiful. Like elvish worlds
 
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Survivor64

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Ive heard that some hells are beautiful. Like elvish worlds
this Hellish fate worst than death i'm stuck for decades are not
i hate this fucking hell,i'm suicidal, can't no longer tell what's left from my sanity,can't tell how long i can survive
but i'm ready and will do the worst genocide possible with those criminal scumbags
 
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Survivor64

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i'm seriously starting to believe i'm the most suicidal but also homicidal individual of the this entire place

i'm somehow surviving this inhuman Hellish fate worst for literally decades with no humanity and still using what's left from my sanity...AND FOR WHAT?

i'm relying on this SLOWER THAN ATOM CLOUD PROGRESS and i can't tell if it's gonna be worth it just like i can't tell about my survival for literally DECADES

i'm going insane
 
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If you pursue a craft you could try and connect with a fair trade organisation to promote your product, it could be a way potentially making some money to move.

There's an organisation in my country called tradeaid that specialises.

IDK sorry just a thought.
 
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Survivor64

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If you pursue a craft you could try and connect with a fair trade organisation to promote your product, it could be a way potentially making some money to move.

There's an organisation in my country called tradeaid that specialises.

IDK sorry just a thought.
i'm already pursuing it, here is the problem = the disgrace of a "country" is soo miserably horryfing it's just make everything worst than already is

i'm relying on this progress in secret to escape this fucking hell, but it's soo painfully slow i'm more ready in doing a genocide because i'm stuck with those monsters

i truly hate this fucking life
 
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Survivor64

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Nothing Much to say, numbness is too extreme



I'm surviving with all I can
The Fucking is progressing painfully slow
I'm always ready of doing a genocide with all those criminals, inhuman scumbags I 've been surrounded by for decades in this hellish fate worst than death

In case i didn't make it, i didn't make it; don't matter; i don't care about dying as long as i get to kill them all.



i hate this hellish fate worse than death
 
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as i keep surviving through this hell with my Hardest Drive that i have

Events,celebration and time don't mean shit to me

all that matters to me is surviving soo i can escape it, In case i escape it
Surviving so you can escape what?
 
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