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I thought i was stupid but maybe it's not me.

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Ethan VI

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Good afternoon, i will put it straight and easy to understand: every day, every damned hour of the day i have an obsessive stupid thought that makes me feel anxiety i don't know why. "Buy and wear a fur coat", yes, this stupid thing is, and all the other thoughts are related to this.
It began in 2019 and is still in my mind. The thing is that i consider this thing "feminine" (i'm a male), and from that the problem begins, because after thoughts about doing things like trans or gays would do come to my mind and my level of anxiety increases. I had in 2017-2018 intrusive thoughts about being gay, or bisexual.
Can it be OCD? seriously, all my academic life and personal life has gone nuts because of this single thought about the fur coat. I'm not that stupid to be stuck on this useless thought everyday, there must be an explanation for this, and that is why i'm considering the OCD thing.
What is happening with my mind?
 
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