- Jan 31, 2020
Ill cut to the chase. I met and have been talking with someone that I felt real feelings for. She doesn't feel the same way. Been crying now off and on for close to an hour. I thought we were forming a real connection. Good back and forth in conversations. Shared values and similar interests. Shared laughter at each others jokes. But then she tells me she doesnt see me as more than a friend and that we shouldnt spend any time together because it would be hard to remain just friends if I like her. Because spending time with her would only make me like her more, which is true. Why does no one ever feel for me like I do for them. Not once in my entire life has anyone regarded me in the same way. What am I doing wrong? How is it seemingly so easy for everyone else to have what I have never been able to find? I dont want to live this life alone but no one wants to share it with me. The irony is I will probably live to be 100 years old and hating every solitary minute of it.