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Otis
Member
I always end up typing for ages so I'm just gonna write a list:
I never want to go out when I'm invited out by my friends,even though I enjoy it when I'm there.
I very rarely participate in conversation and when I actually think of something to say I can never find an opening to say it.
I always run conversations over and over in my head constantly, even now I'm thinking what people's reactions are going to be when reading this. Usually it ends badly, or it involves me saying the worst things I could then saying to myself that I shouldn't say that stuff.
Almost everything I do is boring to me, games I get become repetitive after a few days at most, the only social activities I enjoy involve pain, eg, fighting my friends, playing rugby, etc.
I randomly think about all the friends I used to have that I don't talk to anymore and just get really upset. The stupidest things remind me of them as well, like music I listen to every day but listened to with them a few times.
I never want to go out when I'm invited out by my friends,even though I enjoy it when I'm there.
I very rarely participate in conversation and when I actually think of something to say I can never find an opening to say it.
I always run conversations over and over in my head constantly, even now I'm thinking what people's reactions are going to be when reading this. Usually it ends badly, or it involves me saying the worst things I could then saying to myself that I shouldn't say that stuff.
Almost everything I do is boring to me, games I get become repetitive after a few days at most, the only social activities I enjoy involve pain, eg, fighting my friends, playing rugby, etc.
I randomly think about all the friends I used to have that I don't talk to anymore and just get really upset. The stupidest things remind me of them as well, like music I listen to every day but listened to with them a few times.