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Enaalc
New member
Hi everyone,
I just joined this forum because I think it can help me so much.
I just want to talk about my case because I really need to know if this is a depression because I think it can be and I'm afraid.
I've been like this since 2018, i will sumarize this brievly: when I was a child I could see colors, lights, shadows... for society I've been always blind but that I could see helped me a lot. But I had a problem on my right eye, the only one who could see, and I lost that.
My memories of that first months aren't clear, I only wanted to cry sleep, cry, sleep... you know? I didn't want to live, I felt sad every day, every time...
Suddenly I felt better, i wanted to live again, I felt good!
But from some months ago to now I feel again the dark, and now is my family who hurts, concrectly my mom, she said me that I'm fat because I don't want to go to walk and that I'll get ill. But what happens to me is that I only have forces to go from my bed to my desk to follow my online classes, I feel tired, sad, I can't sleep well...
Please I'm afraid as I said at the begining of this post and I need help, if you think is not depresion but you can say me what's it I would be vvery grateful.
I just joined this forum because I think it can help me so much.
I just want to talk about my case because I really need to know if this is a depression because I think it can be and I'm afraid.
I've been like this since 2018, i will sumarize this brievly: when I was a child I could see colors, lights, shadows... for society I've been always blind but that I could see helped me a lot. But I had a problem on my right eye, the only one who could see, and I lost that.
My memories of that first months aren't clear, I only wanted to cry sleep, cry, sleep... you know? I didn't want to live, I felt sad every day, every time...
Suddenly I felt better, i wanted to live again, I felt good!
But from some months ago to now I feel again the dark, and now is my family who hurts, concrectly my mom, she said me that I'm fat because I don't want to go to walk and that I'll get ill. But what happens to me is that I only have forces to go from my bed to my desk to follow my online classes, I feel tired, sad, I can't sleep well...
Please I'm afraid as I said at the begining of this post and I need help, if you think is not depresion but you can say me what's it I would be vvery grateful.
