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I think I am schizophrenic.

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Otherwise, another possible explanation for schizophrenia that came to my mind was ... the presence of a Siamese twin in the body, but duplicated only in the brain. But I wonder if there should be differences in the brain proving its existence. The question is, can two personalities be supported by one nervous system? Do not give up. I have read that many great minds have had schizophrenia / bipolar.
 
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What would you like to do? If I had a computer before, I would study programming. It's perfect because you can work from home. It's a little late now because I don't believe anyone would hire a 40-year-old novice programmer. It also means at least another year of study. Plus no matter how long for German B2 or C1.
 
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Furthermore, before discussing the possibility of a Siamese twin living only through the nervous system, it is necessary to reject false beliefs. I mean ... I wonder if there is anyone who doesn't believe in Jesus, magic and superstition and still has voices? Because they were about to appear with me, but luckily I came across a good therapist, I changed my attitude towards myself, I don't believe in anything and I only have a problem with insomnia. Two days ago I had a sleep problem and it turned out that there were magnetic storms. I'm fine now.
 
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It is one of the three diagnoses I have had. Depresion with psychotic tendencies, bipolar, and schizophrenia. I think its schizophrenia, and I think it will be a life long struggle. I make deal after deal with these bastard voices prove you are real and your cause is just, and I might listen. They do niether. Most likely I will never be rid of them, and they are not real. Most likely I will be fighting this battle for life. Never the battle I wanted to fight, but neccesary to fight I suppose.

I suppose this means death to all my dreams for this life. As this condition means I can never acomplish any of them, but the consolation prize is this I get to defy these bastards for life.

Unfortunately based off of what I know the only one I am defying is a part of myself.

I have attempted to reconcile with the bastard time and time again, and welcome him back into me, but I fear I am beyond that now.

I know the bastard is most likely a part of me, and not truly some telepathic source.

Its hard to live with the idea that i just broke and created a monster inside of me that is essentially another version of me.
The more you say you don't the less you hear them! Learned the hard way..
 
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