- Jan 9, 2011
I recently went from full-time to part-time and I only earn about £190 per week and then I have to pay tax and the rest so i don't get that much in hand. But I spend like I have thousands. I am in a frame of mind which tells me I have a lot. Ok, maybe i am not in dept but I like expensive things. And I will not only use my own money but i will use my parents. I will tell them I will pay them back but I know they won't ask me to repay them. I cannot stop looking online for deals and things to buy. Parents tell me don't look but I can't stop. I will buy things i don't need and already have. I will argue with my parents if they try to stop me. My 30th is coming up and no one gives a crap so I spend to make myself feel better. i feel so restless and irritable and no sense of peace of mind. I am just wondering if this is an episode of some sort. The only med i take is ability at 7.5mg. But I missed a dose or two and I feel such a headache coming on.