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Jisatsu
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- Nov 24, 2009
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I should go to the doctor but I keep postponing it. I can't cope anymore
I while ago I came on here discussing whether or not to go to the doctor about how I feel and I knew that I'd never pluck up the courage to do it and I probably won't now so I must be wasting everyone's time in saying all of this.
I want to hurt myself, cut myself, burn myself, bruise myself, anything. I just want to do it now but I'm terrified because I'll have to hide it from my boyfriend and I talk to him about everything. I want him to be understanding when I do it but he just gets upset and angry and doesn't talk to me much.
I really feel like killing myself. I've nothing to look forward to in life, everything is just a permanent uphill struggle. I am contemplating giving up now.
I while ago I came on here discussing whether or not to go to the doctor about how I feel and I knew that I'd never pluck up the courage to do it and I probably won't now so I must be wasting everyone's time in saying all of this.
I want to hurt myself, cut myself, burn myself, bruise myself, anything. I just want to do it now but I'm terrified because I'll have to hide it from my boyfriend and I talk to him about everything. I want him to be understanding when I do it but he just gets upset and angry and doesn't talk to me much.
I really feel like killing myself. I've nothing to look forward to in life, everything is just a permanent uphill struggle. I am contemplating giving up now.