- Sep 23, 2018
- Benalmádena, Málaga
Hi all, I am new here as i really do need help. I have relapsed after doing so well. I have been fighting anorexia and bulemia for over three years now but i regretably relapsed... I stupidly decided to reconnect with my ex, he is going through a lot at the moment and i wanted to be there for him and try and help him through it.. but he has just basically thrown me under the bus and totally disregarded my feelings and emotions... so i binged and purged and i hate myself because of it... when i do it, i dont think or feel anything, i am just so oblivious to everything and i needed that escape; i should have been stronger but it took control... i am petrified of it happening again- where i cannot control my emotions nor state of mind... i am so ashamed i went back to that dark place... so please, if anyone can relate or has overcome these disorders, please help me get back on track!