I'm not really sure why I'm posting this, I just don't know what else to do. I've been fighting very hard for a very long time and I cant do it anymore. Meds don't help therapy doesn't help crisis lines don't help, my depression and PTSD are getting worse and taking over my life. I've ruined everything for myself and I'm scared. I don't know what I'm hoping for by posting this, I just don't have anyone to go to. Everyone will just have me locked up, which I've been through before and it just made things worse. Everything hurts and I really don't want to live anymore, all I do anymore is cry and sleep, I can't get out of bed anymore and I almost failed out of school. I genuinely think nothing will ever get better and I can't find a reason to stay. I don't want to feel this way but I do. Please help.