- Jul 18, 2020
- United Kingdom
I like to believe I am a fun person, j have multiple talents and interests, I'm very kind and positive go everyone I meet, however I can get manic and flood people with information, wether it be an interest of mine, or just delving into deep subjects, I can be overly excitable and men find it overwhelming, they always eventually disappear. It further enforces my fear of abandonment and how shitty I am. I wish I wasn't so eccentric and intense. I'm never mean to anyone but I push everyone away with my intense personality. I have been honest about my past, how terrible I used to be and that im proud I no longer engage in such toxic behaviours, but I feel like it makes people judge me or distrust me, perhaps they trust me initially but then, I behave a certain way and they think I'm a narcissist or something. Sign. I hope everyone is doing well.