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I need to feel alive



Well-known member
Oct 21, 2014
...something has suddenly made me want to survive my desperately deliberate illness.

...such a 'turn around'...from diabolical suicide to deliberate dysfunctional acceptance!


I never said I was alright...

what I didn't say?...!

was that I was prepared to survive despite how much my death was responsible for my life....


it's reasonably easy after that :)

Polar Bear

Go walking in the rain
Walk barefoot on the grass
Slide down a slide
Swing on a swing
Run and feel the wind


Well-known member
Oct 21, 2014
Polar Bear.... :)

it's so easy for me to understand you...

I wish that I was you...

I want to walk barefoot upon the grass..

you are perfect Polar Bear....

is there a way that I can assist you as best you assisted me?

I know that something awkward is going on with you....


I want to help you
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