i need to die

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hello folks..

been to a support group but not sure how i feel, lets just say scared fro now.
 
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mornig folks

I made it past last time some how...

if anyone talk to the big guy upstairs can you have a word for me, I'm really desperate.
 
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not posted for a couple of days..... i'm really not well........ :(

I faced my bank yesterday, it was benefit day I was left with £4 for two weeks.. after i'd paid all my bills out... but I have CaP here tuesday..

i'm scared i wonn't make it through today.
 
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hi guys...

so hard :(

skint, very low, scared..

its all too much.
 
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i'm done.

out of money so having to eat my daughters food..

managed to pay most of my bills... just need to try and find my council tax.

I'm sick of my life.

I want to die.
 
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I think things can always get better. At least you have your daughter there for you! :hug:
 
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I though somebody was coming out to help you with your debts this week? x
I don't understand why you are paying council tax if you are on ESA? xx
 
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I though somebody was coming out to help you with your debts this week? x
I don't understand why you are paying council tax if you are on ESA? xx

hi sweets

I had CaP here yesterday.. they were very helpful.. see them again on the 15th

I lost my HB and council tax benefit because my daughter works full time.. its crazy as if I go on to UC I'd be better off one way, worse off another..

I really should give up the car, it costs me over £100 a month but its my life line to getting out...
I want to move next year when my daughter moves, to a one bed room place...

will make things easier for me.

i am so lost with it all......

not even bee able to buy the homeless guy a cuppa this week, it sound slike i'm begging sorry.... i just struggle with money..
 
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just raided my daughters freezer stuff

she's cool with it, made a "interesting" chicken stew ala spain style, few peppers chilli, garlic, paprika and a couple of stock cubes....... i'll know in an hour what it tastes like..
 
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just raided my daughters freezer stuff

she's cool with it, made a "interesting" chicken stew ala spain style, few peppers chilli, garlic, paprika and a couple of stock cubes....... i'll know in an hour what it tastes like..
That’s better than my cooking skills. Just made a microwaveable Campbell’s soup haha.
 
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hey

just thought i'd update you...

I am really low, bad last two hours.... but i have eaten and washed up which is a plus for me......... I'm done for the night back in my bedroom..

i really can't see much in front of me...

still really miss my ex" her life is so different in 12 months to what we had, and i'm really hurt...... my own fault for treating her so badly.
 

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