i need to die

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hello folks...

how are you doing?

so low here...

low/skint/lonely/scared my list gets bigger , my daughter is away so i'm back to cooking for myself, not had a proper meal in over a week... been eating cereal most days or toast... its not that i can't cook, I can't be bothered for myself.. so just cold food 90% of the time..
 
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hello folks...

how are you doing?

so low here...

low/skint/lonely/scared my list gets bigger , my daughter is away so i'm back to cooking for myself, not had a proper meal in over a week... been eating cereal most days or toast... its not that i can't cook, I can't be bothered for myself.. so just cold food 90% of the time..
if i could bring hot food over to you to make sure you eat something hot i would :hug:
 
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back form adouble psych session feel so weak/worn out

just had soem packet soup about all i had in....

such hard work.. upped my prozac again :(
 
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so fuckig low now

my mood crashed.... nothig nice in to eat

on my own feel so alone

sorry just venting my shit.................
 
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if you needed to die you would already be dead because everyone's time comes eventually
 
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won my ESA review... can relax for a few months now.. taken over 6 months to win it..

back in the support group...
 
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why am I so low? the news I had should make me feel brighter at least for a few hours........

fucking hate my stupid head.. i want to blow it off.
 
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did a type of food bank today, its out of date stuff from tesco's so got a few bits...

only spent one pound in three days..

got a week still to go before i get money.... and 2nd july poverty experts coming to see me..

daughter home today

mood very low....


still lot sof S thoughts..
 

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