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Nina998

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I am here. They put me home from the psych ward. Too early. I agreed but now I see I won't make it at home. I can't pull this through. This life.
 
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just checking in roller coasted 48 hrs here

just stabled myself up
 
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dragonboy46

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I'm here for you Nina. I have gone through worst and not received anything. Consider yourself lucky :)
 
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thnaks

today has been bad.... 48hrs of hell since sunday.
 
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Nina998

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thnaks

today has been bad.... 48hrs of hell since sunday.

Yeah, it's been so hard. I am living one hour at a time and my goal is to stay alive till my doctor's appointment on thursday. Overdozing every day makes it challenging though. I had some serious symptoms today but I think I will make it. I went to hospital yesterday to beg they would take me in psych ward but there was no room so have to make it to Thursday.
 
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Yeah, it's been so hard. I am living one hour at a time and my goal is to stay alive till my doctor's appointment on thursday. Overdozing every day makes it challenging though. I had some serious symptoms today but I think I will make it. I went to hospital yesterday to beg they would take me in psych ward but there was no room so have to make it to Thursday.

sorry to hear you are so unwell..

xx
 
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so the exit date I planed is now within strking distance..

I am so scared but know its the only way out.

I can't live needing another human so much and not being able to have them.. I am goint o start to pur my house in order next week..
 
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letmein

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fucked up

again

in amess


i'm going to go away.
 
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letmein

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hello folks, hows everyone?
 
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letmein

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i am scared.

i know i'm not long now..
 
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Hang in there. Something will change and it will not be what you think. I have thought about taking my life but it is cold and dark on the other side-and I am afraid of the dark and I hate to be cold. Hugs and love Jules
 
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