- Apr 22, 2021
Hi. Few day ago the doctor explained to me that my mother is dying. I started feeling very bad psychologically and also physically. It took some time to comprehend what is happening, but as soon as I completely understood that she is dying, my brain switched off. Now my brain is completely empty, i don't care anymore about anything, because nothing makes sense anymore. I have lost that part of conscience in the brain that makes you function. I don't feel my body like I used to do, I feel emptiness in my brain and my body. Also my hands and legs started feeling very weak. I feel like my brain is dissociating from my body and is losing contact with my body. I feel like soul is real and wants to escape from my body and just disappear forever because what I feel is so horrible. It's not sadness. It's the comprehension of the fact that she is dying mindlessly. I have never thought seriously about death. My brain used to believe that she will always be a part of my life. As I said, my state doesn't only affect my brain, but also my body. I am really scared because I can't function. Is this psychosis, depression, both, or something else? Any help would be appreciated.