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Hero
New member
Hello. I just joined today. I'm a 23-year-old girl who suffers from BPD, OCD, depression and social-anxiety.
I have needed a big brother since I was young in an overwhelming way. Because I couldn't be close to people in real life I sought that online. I got attached to many people who I probably didn't matter much to. After 10 years of searching I still don't have a big brother. I'm still alone and desperate. A big brother is the only kind of relationship that means something to me. I really wish I could find a guy who needs a little sister as much as I need a big brother. All the big brothers I had loved their girlfriends more than me. I hate romantic love so much because of that. I really wish I could stop being alive. Life is extremely painful.
I have needed a big brother since I was young in an overwhelming way. Because I couldn't be close to people in real life I sought that online. I got attached to many people who I probably didn't matter much to. After 10 years of searching I still don't have a big brother. I'm still alone and desperate. A big brother is the only kind of relationship that means something to me. I really wish I could find a guy who needs a little sister as much as I need a big brother. All the big brothers I had loved their girlfriends more than me. I hate romantic love so much because of that. I really wish I could stop being alive. Life is extremely painful.