
sweetnicotine
New member
This is my first post so it's a bit anticlimactic. But... It's been bugging me for a while. I'm never "skinny enough" even though I'm underweight. I often wanna throw up after eating and feel guilty. I don't like eating even though I love food. And the worst part is people, even my own family.
"Don't eat so much or you'll be fat" "Eat more you're so skinny" "Don't eat" "Eat"
this is making me so angry. Stop telling me to eat or not eat you're the reason I'm like this. Stop pointing out I'm skinny. I know that already...
I'm scared of eating in front of people. I feel like I'm being watched and judged.
I'm losing weight again and I wanna be even skinnier. I had a breakdown when I was a little heavier than normal and I was still underweight.
I honestly don't know what to do about it. I don't even drink water anymore. And I'm scared to tell anybody about that.
"Don't eat so much or you'll be fat" "Eat more you're so skinny" "Don't eat" "Eat"
this is making me so angry. Stop telling me to eat or not eat you're the reason I'm like this. Stop pointing out I'm skinny. I know that already...
I'm scared of eating in front of people. I feel like I'm being watched and judged.
I'm losing weight again and I wanna be even skinnier. I had a breakdown when I was a little heavier than normal and I was still underweight.
I honestly don't know what to do about it. I don't even drink water anymore. And I'm scared to tell anybody about that.