• Welcome! It’s great to see you. Our forum members are people, maybe like yourself, who experience mental health difficulties or who have had them at some point in their life.

    If you'd like to talk with people who know what it's like

i,ll rest here awhile ,ok

J

JETBOY

Guest
ive travelled this road for 44 years ,taken as a young boy of seven years old
THE VISITOR (my deppression )has brought me up only to understand that
the world will hold nothing but horror for me ,a darkness so deep ,that no
matter how hard i try i see nothing ,no happiness ,no laughter,i have the love
of my wonderful family ,but the years of hiding the true pain and wearing the
many differant masks to protect them from the souless entity i have become
has been as hard as the illness itself ,you may learn more about me ,if you wish ,but there will be pain ,a catalouge of a life broken and torn ,the story
of a warrior who now after so many years of fighting with the demons from
hell,these i see clearly in my mind ,but now the warrior has fallen ,and he reaches painfully for the weapons he needs to carry on ,he has lost his will,
and they lay out of reach ,so may he rest here a while ,while he finds the things he needs so badly to go on ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,JETBOY
 
iffybob

iffybob

Well-known member
Joined
Oct 20, 2009
Messages
4,858
Location
England
Hi , jetboy

Hi, there are a few of us "oldies" on here we try and help the "newbies" with the stuff we have learnt the hard way, and some of the stuff they should have been told how to manage....

You sound like you need to start a Journal.

Some of us here have them, it like a blog........

I have one, the link to the napac.org.uk, has changed ( redesigned web page ), the new link is on 'page 7' I think

This is the link to page 1 of my journal
http://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/showthread.php?t=7026

It is just a thought you dont have to start one.

Be well ........ boB........:p
 
L

Lady Summer Isles

Well-known member
Joined
Nov 13, 2009
Messages
923
Location
NOBODY KNOWS FOR SURE
Hi
Just wanted to say welcome. I've not long joined myself. Your words really struck a chord with me as like you my problems started at 7 years old. I'm in a really bad place too right now. Suicide on my mind and bad hallucinations today. Like you i've a very supportive husband, but who is also now struggling to cope with me.
Anyway the site has been a godsend for me over the last week or so and i hope you find some solace here
Take care
Tannith
 
keepsafe

keepsafe

Well-known member
Joined
Dec 15, 2008
Messages
13,623
:welcome: to the forum Jetboy, rest a while.

Peace
KS
 
Q

quality factor

Guest
Hi and :welcome: I hope you find
this place to be friendly and supportive. Rest, stop a while.

QF
 
Top