- Jul 7, 2017
If anyone has any help they can give I'd really appreciate it and hope you get blessed. I'm literally on my last string. My life has been hanging on a thread and this has been a really crappy year. I'm so close to killing myself. The only things stopping me are how my family will take it but that's starting to slip between the cracks. I just don't want to do it anymore, for anybody. This sounds absolutely horrible but I'm too miserable to stay alive to keep my family happy. I love them but I feel like I'm hurting myself more by staying alive then them if by killing myself. There's so much wrong with my life I can't even begin to explain. My life is a never-ending whirl of torment. I just don't think its worth it anymore.