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Lincoln1990

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I need support. I'm really struggling today. I got some bad news and it's just plummeted since then. I feel so stupid to even have tried. I can't say what it is though.

I don't want to work at Walmart. I have a high school diploma and most of my 2 year degree. I don't need to work at Walmart. And I won't work at fast food. But I'm afraid DVR will force me to work at one of those places. I would rather stay on disability until I get my degree. I'm questioning so much.

I'm trying to not go through my friends and remove everyone. Every single person. Because who really is a friend or an imposter?
 
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I am sorry you got bad news. :hug5:
Maybe give it a few days and then the news will have settled in and you can think clearer.
Are you still going to uni in fall?
 
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I hope so.

I'm afraid they don't want me to. I really need to go to school.

I'm afraid they want me to go into the hospital.
 
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If you stay relatively okay till then i am sure you will be able to go, who do you think wants you to go to hospital? Wrt the jobs, it is not long till you got to school so even if you do have to get a job it is only for a few months.
 
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My voices. They're really bugging me today :cry:

I really want to quit everything. I really want to call in and cancel my appt today with Sue.

I was doing really really well :(
 
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Don't cancel. you know it is better to go see her.
i am sorry the voices are bad today, but you are still doing really well. there is gonna be blips and stuff but that doesnt mean you are not doing well.
 
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I hurt. Really bad. :cry: I'm hurt. My feelings are hurt. I'm worthless.
 
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I don't understand what I've done to deserve this. Everything tht has happened to me. What did I do? Why did this happen to me?
 
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You are not worthless at all. you are worth a great deal. Sorry you are hurting so bad. :hug:

You didn't do anything to deserve what has happened to you, no one deserves that. :hug1:
 
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I don't understand...

I don't hnderstnd this. Anything that has happened to me.

Why at 1 month old did I deseve to be raped so many times? Why at 3 did I? Did i hve something in my past life that I'm being punished for?
 

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The answer is that you really didn't deserve any of it Linc.

It is hard to understand for anybody else let alone you.

xxx
 
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I don't want to do this anymore.
 
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Hang in there Linc you never deserved all the horrible things that have happened to you.
I'm sorry your feeling so bad I'm glad to see you posting on here. Don't stay away from us. :hug1: xxx
 
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I feel like nobody needs to read what I've been through. It's really bad. There are things I've never told anybody except Sue. Sue doesn't even know everything. Nobody knows everything.

I feel like nobody would care if I even wrote out everything I've been through. It's really really bad,
 
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