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I know I am ill

dubblemonkey

dubblemonkey

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...I hate myself in the mirror!

I hate myself even before I arrive there!

I seem to go there to try and find out if I'm ok...

but I am not ok even before I get there....

I was once ok....but my bipolar has stripped me clean of anything that I trusted to cope.

I was borderline before I knew how to manage it...

the thing is...!

I suk!

it's hard to be smart and dumb!

it's hard to love and hate at the same time

...I know that there is something very wrong with me

nite....dm
 

MarlieeB

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Hey DM.

Have you had any sleep yet, it's just that you aren't usually around at this time.

x
 
dubblemonkey

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sleep means something that I hate to be...

I am something that I need to be elsewhere


smiles elsewhere

it's ok!
 
megirl

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Hi DM
Hey I hope you have been able to get some rest.
I am thinking of you, and hoping you can contact someone to get some help.
Life can be better than this truly,
dont be hard on yourself you dont deserve it, try and be kind to yourself,
x
 
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