- Jul 23, 2021
I'm struggling to function so much recently and I suck keeping myself to task. I'll go all day without drinking or eating and then realise I've been hyper focused/distracted for hours. I've lost a stone in the last 2 months because of this and I was already kind of thin so its noticeable and people keep commenting. I don't want my ED to relapse because the weight loss and comments are kind of triggering. I'm always zoning out and not knowing what I was talking about and trying to talk care of myself feels like a strenuous chore. My psychiatrist won't officially diagnose me with adhd or give help because 'it takes too long' and I already have diagnosed bpd and asd. It's like they think there's a limit to all the disorders you can have, it's ridiculous. I wish I could get help or make a routine for myself but I can't even stick to that. I'm just so shit at functioning it makes me feel like a child..