- Jun 11, 2021
It has only been recently that I’ve decided for myself that (and I have been professionally diagnosed) that it’s not just anxiety disorder, panic disorder, depression and agoraphobia. I’m convinced it’s 90% Agoraphobia. When I was diagnosed 5 years ago I didn’t even know what the heck it was, it’s only been recently I’ve done some research. And I just sit there ticking boxes in my mind, it’s unbelievable to me. I do take some comfort that my symptoms are relatively common. Anyway, I think my agoraphobia is something like a 6/10. I can go to the shops and be out of the home for a few hours (if I’m prepared). I’ve even stayed in hotels. I’m also basing the scale on a 1 being bedbound and a 10 being no limits. I don’t mean to generalise! I’d love to hear some success stories, I’d love to talk to people in a similar boat to me. I’d love to be encouraged (as self centred as that sounds). I lived for years with this weird guilt, because all I could do was play Xbox, eat food, watch Netflix and sleep. Everytime I said that out loud I felt like a fraud. As I said, I’m starting to realise how common I am in relations to Agoraphobia. To my agoraphobic friends, which right now I have none. Again, I’d love to hear some success stories but this is the first time I’ve ever opened up like this. I’m not afraid to be vulnerable hear and I feel like this is a great opportunity to communicate with people who have or are going down the Agoraphobic road. Thankyou for reading.