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I just want my life back please help ASAP

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Jtreyo89

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Ok so I’ve been through a lot over this heart stuff I’m 30 years old and I waste it by sitting in emergency rooms and er parking lots for hours and hours I’m sitting in the er parking lot right now because I believe I’m about to go into cardiac arrest ...

Ok so I keep going to doctors and they keep running tests but never find anything wrong with me but I’m telling you my heart does this every single day even like right now I’m very calm and the far left side of my chest is hurting like crazy weird pains and I’m short of breath every time I start walking ..

Also I get these crazy palpitations like whipped beats or extra beats every single day today I was just laying in bed watching videos on Facebook I was happy and boom I started getting these crazy weird skipped beats and extra beats and I was fine I have lost my jobs many many jobs actually over this cuz I run to the er all the time ..

From the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep I’m constantly obsessing over every single beat of my heart that it consumes my life now I am a angry ticking time bomb every day I have no life I’m broke my kids shouldn’t see me this way but I’m my mind I truly believe I’m going to die any day now from cardiac arrest like the reason I truly don’t believe this is anxiety is cuz the symptoms cause my anxiety when the symptoms happen then I start to freak out and think any minute I’m gonna drop dead ..
This happens everyday of my life I can’t be happy I can’t do anything I’m 30 and I’ve been running to the hospital ever since I was 17 and they have never found anything..

But recently the symptoms have been weird and worse my symptoms are I get crazy chest pains for no reason I won’t even be having a panic attack I’ll be on the phone happy or watching tv and boom I get some crazy crazy chest pains.. I get palpitations irregular beats I get short of breath just doing normal thing like taking out the trash makes me short of breath walking up the steps to take a shower or use the bathroom makes me short of breath like I ran a marathon but all I did was walk up steps how is this anxiety??? Like how ?? Makes no sense to me so I truly believe I am going to have a heart attack or cardiac arrest any day now

Everyday I believe that I’m dying everyday it hard to just get through it I think everyday day I wake up that this is it this is the day it’s gonna happen I’m so scared please someone be honest with me does my symptoms really make you think it’s anxiety ??? Like even right now I’m calm I’m relaxed and I’m short of breath I can’t even walk around Walmart without feeling like I’m running I’m on blood pressure meds because I was having some high blood pressure and I’m on hydroxyzine for anxiety and that’s all the meds I take.. like why can’t I even walk how is that anxiety ???? Someone please explain this to me how can these symptoms possibly be anxiety like I don’t get it
 
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Lewis88

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Hi Jtreyo89,

I think commented on one of your previous posts. I have the exact same going on myself, like almost identical to what you are going through.

I don’t have the answer. But don’t you think it’s a coincidence that we have the exact same symptoms yet we’re chatting on a mental health forum?

We have to accept that this is anxiety. I have had pains in my lower ribs, back, upper chest, headaches, neck pain... The list is endless. As soon as I focus on a new symptom the old one disappears.

You can do this.
 
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Jtreyo89

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Kingsport tn
Hi Jtreyo89,

I think commented on one of your previous posts. I have the exact same going on myself, like almost identical to what you are going through.

I don’t have the answer. But don’t you think it’s a coincidence that we have the exact same symptoms yet we’re chatting on a mental health forum?

We have to accept that this is anxiety. I have had pains in my lower ribs, back, upper chest, headaches, neck pain... The list is endless. As soon as I focus on a new symptom the old one disappears.

You can do this.
Do
 
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Jtreyo89

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Joined
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Messages
77
Location
Kingsport tn
Hi Jtreyo89,

I think commented on one of your previous posts. I have the exact same going on myself, like almost identical to what you are going through.

I don’t have the answer. But don’t you think it’s a coincidence that we have the exact same symptoms yet we’re chatting on a mental health forum?

We have to accept that this is anxiety. I have had pains in my lower ribs, back, upper chest, headaches, neck pain... The list is endless. As soon as I focus on a new symptom the old one disappears.

You can do this.
Do you really have the same symptoms as me every single day and what’s crazy is when one symptoms goes away I focus on another one to but this heart stuff has always stayed with me always the heart symptoms never ever go away they are always there and they just get worse and worse.. I’m sure my stress level isn’t helping anything me and my two kids are about to get evicted because I’ve missed a lot of work my car is about to get repoed my electric is getting cut of in three days me and my kids are about to be homeless .. I’m a very hard worker I have a cdl so I drive truck but was laid off two months ago due to my high blood pressure and being mild copd so until I can go to a doctor the dot has me on med hold my life is a mess right now I struggle just to feed my kids everyday like I’m very stubborn and prideful but I’ve even went on the internet created a Venmo account a PayPal account a go fund me account and cash app account hopeing I would have an angle out there to help me but so far no luck haven’t had any help so me and my kids are about to be homeless so I’m sure this isn’t helping my anxiety
 
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