
mr_c
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Ok so i just sent this email to my ex, im on one of my good days where i could think clearly and i just went with it, honestly i miss her so much and i felt i needed to say it, i couldnt have said it on the phone or in person as i would have got to emotionally distrested. Our backround is we were together for 2 and a bit years, engaged for one, she left me because of all my lies and my bad depressive days and my reckless behavouir with drink and drugs, she didnt know i was bipolar and nor did i, until very recently and the first time i ever came onto this forum was due to depression about her so seems the right place to share it with you guys, considering you all have been so helpful with everything else.
Thanks for reading here it is
I cant say any more to you, i think ive said everything i can, but i can do more to show you that i AM the guy you fell in love with. I AM the guy you wanted to marry and i AM the guy who loves you more than anything in this world.
Just let me know Kxxxxx, i dont expect for one second for you to say Ok mxxx lets get back together and i really dont, all im asking is that you think about me. In four months ive been on such a journey, emotionally and physically and know i can finally see clearly i know what i want, i feel so lucky for having had you, but i wanna feel that again, i want to feel you again, i want to touch your heart and tell you all the things i should have all the things i wanted to. I belive i deserve another go, and theres no danger of me fucking it up, because i cant, i wont.
You are my world Kxxxxx, i love you more than life, I miss you like the Moon misses the night, i want you like a flower wants rain.
It only takes a minute to fancy someone, an hour to like someone & a day to fall in love with someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone, thats how i feel about you. Days and nights seem so much longer without you, i wish we were together, i never thought i could miss someone this much, what am i supposed to do without you? you are the first thing i think of when I wake up and the last thing I think of when I fall asleep at night, you are in my dreams you are everywhere.
Ive fallen in love many times thing is its always been with you, when i see you i fall in love all over again, when i hear you talk i fall in love again and when i think of you i fall in love over again.
When have you ever seen this side of me? Never and thats my fault im here to show it for every second, every mintue of every hour, day,week,month and year for the rest of my life.
These words may be hard for you to take and it may not mean as much as me saying them to you in person, seeing me fill up with tears as i say them, baby girl im getting there and i will get there, i just want you to be at the finish.
I love you so so much.
xxxxx
Reading back it seems like a bit too much, but it was how i felt.
Any ideas lol
Thanks for reading here it is
I cant say any more to you, i think ive said everything i can, but i can do more to show you that i AM the guy you fell in love with. I AM the guy you wanted to marry and i AM the guy who loves you more than anything in this world.
Just let me know Kxxxxx, i dont expect for one second for you to say Ok mxxx lets get back together and i really dont, all im asking is that you think about me. In four months ive been on such a journey, emotionally and physically and know i can finally see clearly i know what i want, i feel so lucky for having had you, but i wanna feel that again, i want to feel you again, i want to touch your heart and tell you all the things i should have all the things i wanted to. I belive i deserve another go, and theres no danger of me fucking it up, because i cant, i wont.
You are my world Kxxxxx, i love you more than life, I miss you like the Moon misses the night, i want you like a flower wants rain.
It only takes a minute to fancy someone, an hour to like someone & a day to fall in love with someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone, thats how i feel about you. Days and nights seem so much longer without you, i wish we were together, i never thought i could miss someone this much, what am i supposed to do without you? you are the first thing i think of when I wake up and the last thing I think of when I fall asleep at night, you are in my dreams you are everywhere.
Ive fallen in love many times thing is its always been with you, when i see you i fall in love all over again, when i hear you talk i fall in love again and when i think of you i fall in love over again.
When have you ever seen this side of me? Never and thats my fault im here to show it for every second, every mintue of every hour, day,week,month and year for the rest of my life.
These words may be hard for you to take and it may not mean as much as me saying them to you in person, seeing me fill up with tears as i say them, baby girl im getting there and i will get there, i just want you to be at the finish.
I love you so so much.
xxxxx
Reading back it seems like a bit too much, but it was how i felt.
Any ideas lol