- Jan 4, 2021
I feel as if my family depends on me too much and I always make sure other people are happy but they never ask how I'm doing? or what I want? I have to be the one to get a job due to these harsh times and I want to help but I feel as if I'm being crushed. Thanks to the overnight shifts and doing college at the same time I'm exhausted mentally and physically that I just don't know what to do anymore. I haven't been truly happy in a long time and I'm not sure I deserve it or want to be.