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Matt1215

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I haven't a clue if this belongs here or not but oh well. This could be a long one as well.

I started feeling down about 1 and a half years ago but I assumed it was because I had exams soon so I though nothing of it. I was fine until about 6 months ago when it hit me again around the same time. I had exams again but this time it was worse. Normally it would stop after a month or two but this time it hasnt stopped for about 6 months. It isn't every day though, probably only about 2/3 times a week.

I just feel so empty. All the stuff I used to enjoy I don't care about now. I used to look forward to school as it took my mind off it but recently it's happening at school too. I just feel like there's no point anymore. I'm never going to do what I want in life and I'm never going to be loved by anyone so what's the point. I feel like I'm a dissapointment and that my friends don't really care about me. I have a few close friends but I've always had trouble showing that I care for people and I'm scared that eventually they'll just leave me. Also, when I'm hungry, I have no appetite and I just can't eat anything. I have nearly constant headaches and back pain which only started recently which I heard were some side effects from depression. I have trouble falling asleep as well. I've never been to a therapist but I'm scared of what my parents and friends would think of me. I just want this all to end.

Do I need to get this checked out or will it just pass after a few months?


P.s. It probably makes no sense but I just needed to get it out and see what people think I should do.
 
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No, I haven't seen a doctor yet. I know I should but I don't want to really tell my parents about it. I'm just scared about what they'd think about me.
 
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No, I haven't seen a doctor yet. I know I should but I don't want to really tell my parents about it. I'm just scared about what they'd think about me.
Do you feel like you'd be able to talk to your parents about how you feel? It's good to have people to support you through this, if not doctors have to abide a law of confidentiality and only can give out information about you with your consent, or if there's an emergency
 
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Do you feel like you'd be able to talk to your parents about how you feel? It's good to have people to support you through this, if not doctors have to abide a law of confidentiality and only can give out information about you with your consent, or if there's an emergency
I don't think I could tell them. A few of my close friends know and they've been helping a lot.
 
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