- Jan 30, 2021
Usually when I harm myself I immediately regret it afterwards. Now I don't care at all. I also only used a small part of my left arm. But the last few days I just don't care anymore. The area I injured is way bigger than a few days ago and now I also use my right arm. The worst thing is that I only worry about spring, when I'll be wearing t-shirts again. Before this I was 3 weeks clean and I didn't even do it daily. Now I did it the past three days every day.