- Oct 29, 2017
- Melbourne, Australia
I really feel much the same, just pure apathy to life. I've had all the suicidal thoughts probably most of us have at times, a few attempts. Had a routine test on my heart the other day and it was not good. Doctor tells me expect no more than the age of 60, I'm 46 now. Still feel the apathy but it sort of put me back in my box, life on this world is pretty short and maybe it's worth battling on even if it does suck pretty bad.