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I have to stay clean for 5 weeks

Justafriend95

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I'm sorry guys. I had migraine and was shaking I couldnt stop.

Just sh again. I'm sorry to fail..
 
simonr1978

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No, you certainly don't
 
Justafriend95

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Want to do it again.. can't handle it. I'm losing all control in life. Everything is different and I can't deal with that 😭

I need it to be like before... The people I know. Places I know. It sounds stupid but everything that switches is to much for me right now.

I'm a real control freak.. and change makes me feel so restless..
 
Justafriend95

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I did buy myself a sleeve to wear when I'm out. To hide my arm from people so i don't trigger other people.

Also I can swim with it so I just solved the problem. 5 weeks is just to long I can't deal with that.. I'm not going to restrict myself more.. because it doesn't work and drives me total crazy.
 
midnightphoenix

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I did buy myself a sleeve to wear when I'm out. To hide my arm from people so i don't trigger other people.

Also I can swim with it so I just solved the problem. 5 weeks is just to long I can't deal with that.. I'm not going to restrict myself more.. because it doesn't work and drives me total crazy.
you never deserve harms, Justafriend :hug:
 
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Justafriend Stay active in your school studies. Keep people around you to help with the self harm. I am looking forward to pictures of you Holiday. No Fears and No Worries lots of love and hugs Jules
 
Justafriend95

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Did skip my classes..
Drunk whisky it was horrible..
Never doing that again..
 
Justafriend95

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I made my decision I'm going to the doctor tomorrow. Ask if I can get antidepressants. Didn't want it the last time, but I'm going noware.. better to be numb to the bone than actually do something to myself..

Next week I get my online therapist so that's good. Today was really really hard.. but I made it till so far.

Tomorrow I'm free. So I was going to be home alone but I talked to my dad that I didn't think that was a good idea. So I am going to be by my mom and dad.

So for now I'm save
 
midnightphoenix

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I made my decision I'm going to the doctor tomorrow. Ask if I can get antidepressants. Didn't want it the last time, but I'm going noware.. better to be numb to the bone than actually do something to myself..

Next week I get my online therapist so that's good. Today was really really hard.. but I made it till so far.

Tomorrow I'm free. So I was going to be home alone but I talked to my dad that I didn't think that was a good idea. So I am going to be by my mom and dad.

So for now I'm save
i'm glad your safe, you deserve to be helped Justafriend :hug:
 
simonr1978

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Glad to hear you're going to be safe at least, Justafriend95.
 
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