i have to feel something

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i have got to feel something

i cant feel anything

even self harm hasnt worked tonight

idk what i have to do to make myself feel

Willows now on my lap to stop me from doing a worse thing to myself
 
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please dont hurt yourself
I'm sorry I'm a bit naff today
im not much help

but I am your friend

🌠 🧡 :loveshower:
 
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I know , I just wanted you to know I am thinking about you
and worried ...

dont worry about me, I'm not very talkative either !
 
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its OK the numbness may be gone tomorrow morning,

just feel lots of loves for Tigger and Willow

what are they doing ?
 
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i always know when Tigger's playing hide and seek

she doesnt understand the game and "hides" by lying down where she can be seen
 
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Hi Midnight,
I'm so sorry for how your feeling, does distraction help?
Like a nice warm bath, nice hot drink then some rest?
Hope you can get thru this, you have our full support.
I know it's horrible feeling numb, and distressed.
These feelings will pass.
Take care
 
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Big hug from Lunar

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You might be over-tired, Midnight. I feel a bit numb from exhaustion.

Bed is the best place for us - tucked up cosy with our fur-angels.

Hope you have a good sleep and wake up feeling renewed.

G'night hun xxxx
 
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thanks Lunar

i know what triggered this

started at work

someone died at work
I'm so sorry - that must have been a shock.

If I was there to take care of you, I'd make you a hot, sweet drink and tuck you into bed. Dwelling on things in the small hours never ends well - too lonely and no distractions. The best thing you can do is sleep so that tomorrow you can function and cope better.

I've been sleeping so well thanks to Chris Walken's recommendation about listening to rainfall on You Tube (soft sounds to sleep to). The white noise just switches your brain off and is soothing. Perhaps worth a try if your mind is going round like a washing machine.xxx
 
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We're not upset will you Midnight, we understand how distressing self harm can be.
sorry mayflower i got confused i thought it was pm for a second

was the situation i was discussing with you that i was making a reference to i forgot this was a thread

stupid numbness :/
 
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