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Ive been trying to distract myself on another site.... to find some meaning but its gone to shit im paranoid again and PTSD is rising, flashbacks pain physical and mental.... but i will survive im using the bag again and i will not fail yet again i have to manage to lower the medicine, or it will all go to shit with me.
 
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Really hope thing get better for you x
 
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Hey Volnash,
What's going on with you?
Do you want to send me a PM....I'm happy to listen or help if I can?....or we can talk on this thread if you like?
Have you reduced your meds, or is this a reaction to the discharge from the CMHT?
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Both, but the meds are doing me in and i cant get them reduced at all in the close future... i had an episode you see and i was not commited but it was close.

Pm is a bit of a hassle and honestly..... well im punishing myself again on the bag and its healthy and not healthy but its the only way i can cope when things get to be too much.

The way i see it i am on a one way track to hell.
 
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I'm not sure I understand completely Volnash....what do you mean when you say:

im punishing myself again on the bag and its healthy and not healthy but its the only way i can cope when things get to be too much.
Have you reduced your meds by much? I don't understand this either as I thought you were having injections? Are you on something else as well?

Sorry to hear about the episode....when was it?

It does sound like hell....I hope we can help a bit.
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They have added seroquel to my regime....

the episode was yesterday i dont want to go into details about it but thanks for being here.
 
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OK, I won't ask any more questions....I'm here if you want to talk.

I'm so sorry that this has happened Volnash.
We're all thinking of you and will help you all we can.
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Yes i feel the same. I know this forum helps and i feel distant support from everybody. I don't want to pry.

when i'm on here, sometimes it's too much and just to know that people are here is reassuring.
 
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Thanks guys and girls? i feel better now but of course im still a bit paranoid i will talk to my psychiatrist again the 30th so have to survive until then, or rather call have to call them tommorow i think and say that things have gone south.
 
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Hope you are surviving ok, and your appointment was helpful. Thinking of you, and hope things improve soon. Take good care of yourself :peace:
 
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