- May 1, 2020
I always hate myself. I don’t know how to change this. I am jealous of other people and their happiness and confidence. I am jealous of my ex boyfriend talking to other girls. Especially younger ones. I don’t want to get any older. I stay in my room all of my life. I don’t see any purpose for me. I am miserable. I can’t talk to anyone. How can I live when I hate myself. I can’t communicate or connect with anyone. I don’t like social media or television. I see everyone has natural confidence and skills in something. I have none. I want to sleep forever.