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since lockdown I have had 1 and a half hours sleep a night. I think its been three months, my symptoms are getting more intense and strange. I am very distressed, may 28th I made a suicide attempt in hospital. I was referred by psychiatric team to psychiatry I waited weeks she didn't call she just discharged via letter. I finally was given a phone appointment last week with a different psychiatrist who discharged me after an hour. I sobbed asking for a medication review therapy or respite. he said no and told me I might as well discontinue my meds as they are not working anway. I am so suicidal. I cannot talk to my partner because theres no point. my partner just walks away from me when im crying. I have three children and a duty to them . I need someone to talk to especially someone diagnosed ptsd who has hallucinations, mania, paranoia, delusions and suicidal ideation