I attend a day centre. There is a member of staff who is really bitchy. This is a small NHS day centre and it separate from any other NHS service in town meaning the staff are really close and all friends because they've work with each other all day so there is a lot of banter between themselves which with me being more able then the other learning disability service users I am apart off and they include me in it which I like. This staff member slags everybody off staff and service users behind their backs but he's his nice to their face. This makes me really paranoid because I think he slags me off behind my back, when they drop me off at home in the minibus I can't help but think he'll start commenting and slagging me off when I've left them, maybe he has a nickname for me like he does other service users? What I find hard is he is my age and very quick witted and I kind of admire him, I join in his banter to feel accepted and it makes me feel uncomfortable and feel bad when he's openly slagging people off. Is that what happens in work placements? Is this normal behaviour in the work place?