I have put it off and off, things have just got worse and worse. I hate seeing posts like this..... Feeling helpless thinking why don't they just call someone! But here I am doing the same thing.
There's no one to call
Don't feel bad about posting. We all do it when we have to. And why? Because the services that are supposed to help don't provide the support. But on the forum we all know what it is like and can be there for each other.
Even if you feel there is no one to call or no one to talk to, sometimes it is worth calling helplines - like the Samaritans, or Sane or Mind, or there's one called Supportline which is supposed to be good. Talking to people for a while can sometimes swing it, because moods ebb and flow.
Hey sparkly. Isn't it crazy to know how much you're loved. By people you haven't even met as well. That's what's beautiful. Everyone who posted loves you and wants nothing but your health and happiness. They each took tone out of their day to tell you that and to spread their love. That's how amazing you are. Don't forget.