- Feb 12, 2020
Hi everyone of this sub forum. Is a PTSD thing or something that I hate my carreer? Since september 2019 I was overloaded by my teachers. I've finish my carreer in June but I'm not happy with success, In March I've got a trigger because those guys wanted that I did a work of 1-2 weeks in 1-2 days, because supposedly "I'm a pro in my area", but that is bulls"#$#". Now I don't want work in my area nevermore, even is hard for me remember those days. I need work in my carreer for help my loved ones, but I can't. I can't with another collapse. Even in november I've falled in existencial and suicidal thoughts. I'm more unstable since March 2020, coronavirus don't help me too much.