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I hate life I hate myself...

dubblemonkey

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..I hate attention

the only thing I like about myself?

is that I hate myself!

and the only other thing I like about myself!

...is that I continue to find out why I hate myself.

bipolar is dangerous!

many years and many moods have brought me to this day this hour this minute.

and I still mis-understand my emotional disaster!...

my permanent panic is all I know...

it's not really fair...

but it's not my decision to make!...

to say that I can blame anything for why I hurt so much
 
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katya

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I hope you're getting some talking therapy (or a therapy that works for you) for these feelings, because, to me, it sounds like you've got a really negative attitude towards yourself which could be really damaging: if you like that you hate yourself, you think that hating yourself is good and you're rewarding yourself for hating yourself. This is so unhealthy. I hope you can find peace soon and learn to like yourself, and learn to like liking yourself.
 
megirl

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I have debated this with the crisis team my support worker etc
Who knows what death has to offer
Heaven?? what if there isnt like its worth the fight, the battle,
you will get well again
Things will be different,
I know for me they are,
I am different I do some bizzare things, so what?
I arent depressed anymore thank goodness,
Its only 1pm I am pissed oops!!
But oh well I havnt harmed anyone,
I talk a bit much I do this with people who think well thats ok "Ann is Ann again'
My unusual sense of humor thats me!
So?
I think for me I am accepting things as they are
Its ok as long as you are happy in your own skin
It doesnt take much for me to get anxious shakey and wound up, I am learning how to deal with this
Hope something what i have experienced has helped
If you want just pm me
thinking of you xx
 
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megirl

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Thats ok, but we need to support each other and clearly
dublemonkey, needs support I personally supporting people
who knows whats on the other side I think and accept now life is too short so why not make something out of what we do have in this world
 
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Sometimes people are in a bad place themselves and are honestly expressing how they feel at the time; not every post has to be positive.
 
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Thats ok, but we need to support each other and clearly
dublemonkey, needs support I personally supporting people who knows whats on the other side I think and accept now life is too short so why not make something out of what we do have in this world
It wasn't a suggestion. It was one person empathising with another, when both were feeling bad.
 
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megirl

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Maybe I am angry but if people cant respond to others posts in a supportive way then why dont they just start their own posts,

It was not a negative post it was some body asking for help!!!

If I had posted this post which I wouldnt have done it is not about me at all
its about dubllelmonkey not me!!!
 
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Hi there, thank you for the reports. In future, please just report the post and there after not discuss the reported post as we will have to delete all references to it as well and that can be a lot of work. Thank you again, take care. Te
 
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