- Sep 24, 2009
So I put a post before about having suspected Bipolar. My boyfriend told me to get help tonight or he can't cope any more. Put simply I broke down but I also calmed down within an hour too for no reason. And no reason for doing what I did too. I just all of a sudden felt depressed and then I went downstairs and my little sister said something to me and I lost it with her swearing at her and she was horrible so I kept doing it and threatening to 'slap' her and then she kept getting at me so I threw four cup full's of water over her then she came after me so I hit her and then I screamed at how nobody cared and ran upstairs and broke down. I was crying. I kept saying I couldn't do life any more to my boyfriend and friends and then I deleted my msn name and said I'm a nothing and I planned running away but then after a while I calmed down and my mood's changed again. I'm still unhappy but not to the state I was before. Damn I'm fed up.