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I give up...



Well-known member
Oct 5, 2014
I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of my anxiety and depression. Im tired of my gender dysphoria, Im tired of everything.

Ive finished my masters degree and I realize now that Im no further on with life than I was before I started even my BA. I look back at all the missed oppertunities because of my nerves and worries and it's just so fucking soul crushing.

I surrender to whatever the universe throws at me... Im done


Sorry you're feeling that way. Hang in there. :hug: What was your BA in?
Poopy Doll

Poopy Doll

Well-known member
Jun 13, 2015
Fort Lauderdale, Florida, USA
biggerdandy, I'm so sorry you are struggling. You've done so well getting your degrees. It seems so cruel and unfair that you are not thereby rewarded by feeling GOOD. Is there anything else you can do to try and short circuit the anxiety and depression ?? I assume you had counseling for the gender dysphoria but I imagine it's very confusing and stressful. Take good care of yourself. Nobody else will.