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I feel very bad - carbamazepine

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blueorange

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After this http://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/thread101212.html
I talked to my pdoc. He made me to start medication again, carbamazepine. I took first tablet minutes ago. I really really don't like this. I hate this. I know I will be stupid in a very short time because that was the case with lithium and quetiapine. I don't know others but these drugs making me very dull, numb. I have an important exam :( which I really want to pass. I said this to my pdoc but he said that it would be better than not be able to take the exam.

I hate this bipolar thing. This is so unfair. Either I will get episodes or I will be stupid. Great!

:(((
 
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Hi Blueorange,

Having bipolar disorder does seem unfair and is very difficult to cope with at times. How are you feeling now? Not too bad, I hope. I don't know when it is, but good luck with your exam.
 
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Hi Blueorange,

Having bipolar disorder does seem unfair and is very difficult to cope with at times. How are you feeling now? Not too bad, I hope. I don't know when it is, but good luck with your exam.
I feel happy and energetic. But know that I'll be sad soon.
Thank you :)
 
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