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I feel so scared and upset. Paranoia is getting to me

Davey Blueeyes

Davey Blueeyes

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:cry:

I don't really know what's going on but I have to go home tomorrow (i'm at my mum and dad's right now) and I am petrified about it.

It's very unspecific but i'm also feeling upset that people are plotting against me. It's difficult to explain. I'm withdrawing and want to hide in bed.

I think everyone hates me. If they didn't hate me I wouldn't feel like this, would I?

Somedays I feel i'm not ill at all but today I realise i'm a flipping looney

I don't want to go home. There's no one there. :panic:
 
SomersetScorpio

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You're not a looney... well, no more than the rest of us. ;)

I'm sorry that you're feeling like this.
I completely understand having certain feelings but not being able to pinpoint precisely what's causing it or what it's even about.

It seems maybe you are anxious about having to go back to your place and be on your own?

I think it's ok to hide for a short while, if that's what you need. Just don't take up permanent residence underneath the duvet because we'll miss you.:hug:
 
mami5

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Sorry you're suffering like this.

Everyone doesn't hate you, well I don't anyway :hug:

Do you have to go home tomorrow, can you not stay at your parents' for a bit longer?

I hope you'll be ok if you have to go. Remember you are never alone, when you have us.

Take care.

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Dear Daley, sometimes I get taken over by awful feelings, too. Hang in there-- I'm thinking of you. Big hugs.
 
Davey Blueeyes

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I feel silly for writing this now. In fact, I prefer the word 'pathetic'.

I'm so scared. Train leaves in 40 minutes :cry:
 
Stripeysocks

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Hey Davey, I'm so sorry you are feeling like this. You're a great guy. You're not pathetic or silly at all, you're just not feeling so well right at the moment, and that's where your friends here can try to support you through it. Where are you now, did you get home?
Thinking of you and sending loads of hugs :hug5:
Stripey xxx
 
Davey Blueeyes

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I'm home. It's quiet. I don't wanna be here.

Thank you to my lovely friends, I wish you were all here and we could have a party! Or at least a good old chat (like we do here!)
Thank you
Davey x
 
mami5

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Sorry you're still struggling on your own.

Sending you :hug: :hug1: :hug5:

Hop-e you'll be feeling better soon.

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tiltawhirl

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awwww.

I really hope you can find some self-soothing things to comfort yourself.

I can distract myself getting lost in a good book or on the computer.

I have a snuggly lap blanket to curl up under while I sit in the corner of the sofa.

I have noticed that you are wonderfully helpful and caring to the people here.

So, naturally we want you to feel good too.

:hug:
 
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Hugs Davey, dont be alone keep chatting to us on here, your no looney or pathetic your lovely.

I hope your feeling a little better today x:hug5::hug5::loveshower:
 
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