- Jan 21, 2021
I'm a female in my early 20s and already a failure. I've been at uni for 3 years and failing my course, I have no motivation for it and anything else in life. I'm so scared to tell my parents that Ive used their money for nothing. I struggled with depression in year 9 (13),never told them and dealt with it. My depression got worse at uni first year, I started drinking constantly (blacking out) and self harming by injuring myself. I've never been scared of death, and recently have been having lots of suicidal thoughts as I honestly have no reason why I should be here. I just honestly don't know what to do anymore and I'm so scared to disappoint my family and friends.