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Candy555

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I don’t want to be here.I hate being me.I feel so lonely and so alone and have this horrible hurt feeling.I don’t know how to help myself.Such a strain even messaging this and trying to explain.But I just long for some sort of human connection.Im so sick and tired of all my problems day after day.I just hate myself so much.Yesterday was a terrible day with my partner.And I don’t know what to do!I tried explaining on here yesterday about what happened.I just feel like I’m in limbo.I just hope my appointment at the cmht on Thursday be able to help me.I have so many issues.But yesterday he was really unfair and mean to me just out of the blue.The thing is things had been going well between us for couple of weeks.And he ruined it by this wanting to have a debate with me.I had done nothing wrong.All I did was try to defend myself by saying I don’t like it as makes me feel bad.Its like I couldn’t win whatever I said.It keeps going round and round in my mind.I wish I could put it better.I wish there was a word to express how I’m feeling.He was so unfair to me even cruel.Then he turns it on me.He has no right treating me that way.I had been being nice to him and respectful..I didn’t deserve what he done to me.Sorry but it keeps going round in my head.Its like he given me the entire blame for it.But he is surely to blame for trying to push me to have a debate with him.There was no need for him to have got so mean and nasty about it.Especially when he already knows I don’t like it.If he would only say something about it and say he knows he shouldn’t have tried to force it on me.And take some of the blame, but he isn’t.
 
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Give it a few days and it will sort it self out, that's been my experience in these things. You will be ok hunnybun
 
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Thank you leggyane, I will try do that
 
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Hope things a bit better
 
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I used to feel blame and guilt everyday. It was hard to overcome but therapy and self talks helped me. Being able to talk with someone who understood (therapist) really helped. Your making the right decision going to therapy. Good luck 🍀
 
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