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I feel... Relieved... when I can't afford food.

dabearwiffdasammich

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I feel so relieved when I'm broke. When I can't even get groceries. Because I know it means that I can't go and binge.

I know it's not healthy, but I just feel such a weight off my shoulders when I know I can't binge.

It's like the only way I can stop myself from binging. Being broke.
 
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I feel so relieved when I'm broke. When I can't even get groceries. Because I know it means that I can't go and binge.

I know it's not healthy, but I just feel such a weight off my shoulders when I know I can't binge.

It's like the only way I can stop myself from binging. Being broke.
are you eating meals though? Or nothing at all?
 
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I feel so relieved when I'm broke. When I can't even get groceries. Because I know it means that I can't go and binge.

I know it's not healthy, but I just feel such a weight off my shoulders when I know I can't binge.

It's like the only way I can stop myself from binging. Being broke.
do you think you binge because of deprivation?
 
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