- Oct 21, 2014
My mother died three and a half years ago. I was her carer for 12 years. I miss her so much. I was very lucky to have her so long, lots of people lose their parents at a young age. I feel like I should be able to think about the positive things, the things we shared together, how lucky I was to have good parents. Instead I just feel lost. It's so bad at Christmas time, each year since she died I have had a major meltdown at Christmas. She made it such a special time.