- Jun 1, 2019
I'm devastated at the moment and can't stop crying. We are friends with a couple and have always gotten on excellently. My husband has been mates with the bloke almost 40 years, his partner and I were like sisters & best friends, they were people I felt truly comfortable with. They know my mental health issues and were always so supportive. Then 2 today's ago my husband got a text from the bloke who said that they couldn't have us in their social circle anymore due to the way I treat him (he didn't expand on this) He said he'd discussed it with other people who all agreed it was best to cut me out of his life. We went away with them 3 weeks ago and had a wonderful time and have been texting each other since so this was totally out of the blue. He ended his text by saying we weren't to get in touch with either of them. I did text his partner expressing my concern that I'd somehow done something that'd hurt him, but she's not replied. All my life, I've never felt good enough and only have a small circle of very trusted friends due to this. I have never felt so hurt and confused and don't know what to do. It's not long until the 1st anniversary of losing my mum and I just can't cope with anymore. I've lost one of the best friends I've ever had, the people I turned to when my mum died. I've barely slept since the message, going over every conversation and event in my head. The self hate is coming back stronger than ever and I'm worried what will happen if I don't sort my head out. Thank you for listening.